RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR / Tuesday, July 22, 2008
I'm trying my best to overcome my ego.
My soul keeps wanted to do things that my ego denies.
This is so much of a headache.
Yet, for this few days I'm able to control quite effectively.
But I'm not sure how long I can handle.
Somehow my ego feels like changing my nick.
But my soul insisted.
Now I have no idea to trust my soul or my ego.
At least for now, I do what I think I'm suppose to do.
Trying not to let myself regret.
I'll do what I can do.
At least for now, when I can still control myself.
If I happens to give up, I'll do totally nothing.
I'm currently holding off very far away.
Really far from what I supposed to be.
Hoping that I don't cause any trouble.
Nor any misunderstanding.
Some part of the time, I wish I can be more selfish.
Ignoring all incoming needles.
However, my soul wanted it.
I wished I have someone to talk to.
But my soul doesn't want to speak.
As stated in my Personal Message in MSN,
I'm revolutionising.
Therefore I'm typing in such a proper manner.
I'm a bit crazy for the moment.
I LOVE NOW.
10:21 PM
By: -toot-