lol. hidden msg. / Saturday, July 07, 2007
I don't used to be using emotions like =x =s =p =( =D.
I got influenced. Trying to be more smiliar.
But don't seems to be working.
Never mind that.
相信
孙燕姿
相信突然觉得我只是一个
人有点孤单浅浅的忧郁
我不知道明天会不会很美丽
虽然今天天很蓝
而云很白
风很凉
今天日记空白没有关系
不必每件事情都在意
不想工作
不想困扰自己
不必刻意想你
该是我的总会来
就算挑战
我不走开
一点点你的微笑
已经让我觉得温暖
我还不懂坚持
正好让我
学会去爱
我曾经看见困难
变得胆小
不够勇敢
但还是要相信
相信感觉
相信简单
有一天等我懂得事实也许更会幸福
至少现在让我去相信
我还是会相信
相信感觉
相信简单Take meanings out from lyrics minimize the amount of words I have to type. =)
How I hope for a time rewind. But too bad.
I am not greedy. What missed had missed.
But what if I say, I know when is the chance.
I guessed what she thought.
Well, useless words, yet this is this post's objective.
Yes, I am dumb to see the chance and miss it.
Reasons why I did not react to it.
She's the one who said she's straight forward.
I respected that.
Another words to say, I am a fool.
I was scared. I have no guarentee than she wanted it.
Another words, I am coward.
She just recovered from break down. I should concern her and give her a break.
I am an avoider.
And one reason for not having any physical contact is cause of my sweaty palms.
It is not just a bit. But very serious.
I guess there might be a total of 5 drops of sweat everytime I play Wii.
Well.
So what if I know?
So what if I tell?
And yes, I am regreting.
So what can I do?
What gone is gone.
Ok, I shall carry on the post.
Lyrics number two!
我怀念的
孙燕姿
我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么
想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了
我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔
我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说Obviously some part of this lyrics has no link to what I wanted to say.
Not even together, therefore, spot them yourself.
Hmm never mind.
I should say most parts of the lyrics can be cancelled out.
想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受I find this part very true.
Did and feel exactly same thing.
And the last part.
我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说This part will explain why I hide the post.
Anyway I don't really think anyone will be able to excess to this post.
I just posted this to satisfy myself.
And of course, for future use, if any.
The main reason that I didn't tear and sad,
I know she doesn't have much buddies.
Or I should say she doesn't really tell people her deep emotion.
And she's having quite a number of troubles.
And if I was to break down, who's left with her?
That's the bit that I can do.
And if I can't even comfort her, what's left with my use?
If I freaking tell her this, I doubt she will talk to me.
Ooops. My computer is playing sad songs, sadly.
Very sad. And that's the reason why I resume gaming.
One of the best way keeping me from thinking, when I am concentrating on the game.
Lastly, I didn't post this in public if not I had no point posting the last line of lyrics right?
Date of post: 31th August 2008, Sunday
Time: 02.34 AM
I LOVE NOW.
7:07 AM
By: -toot-